...

i don't know what had i done wrong?
really...
except hurting myself~

care?~

why should i care.??~
so stupid!
damn it...!!!!!!!!!!!
i got my lives..
i live my lives..!
don't ever see what people have..
see what u already had!

cheer!!!!!

why m i always focusing on what i didn't have..
i have had enough already..
i know i should appreciate it...
thanks friends...
i do appreciate it^^~
don't be stupid anymore..
i am begging myself..
please love yourself~~~~~~`
just by not hurting yourself...~~~~~~~~
i am not going to hurt myself again!!!!!!
i promise...~
this time..
i really promise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to be happy....~~~~~~
even if i am all on myself...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i want to be independent...~~~~~~~~~
i don't ever want the word 'fear' to appear everyday..
'fear' if alone..is stupid..
because i am not scared of it..!!!!!!!!!!
i am just worried about what people think..
and i am being really stupid about this...~
i know i shouldn't....
there's lot more things to do ..
not thinking about nonsense all the time..!!!!!!!
difference doesn't means it is my fault..~
it can be positive too..~~~~~

当一个人被伤害的时候....她会自责...为什么自己要在乎...为什么要因为别人而伤心...为什么不为自己着想.....自私一点....会下地域吗...如果不会..我可以自私吗?

1 nov

i never realize how happy i am..
until i saw all the photos..
and i thought..
i am actually live in a beautiful world..
it's me that keep focusing on the little bad thing..
that will only spoil the enormous good thing>~>

i am not happy with what he had just said..
ya
i am stupid so what..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!