2011 IS A NEW YEAR
so
don't let the long gone mood dampen your mood!
lighten up your mood..!
tomorrow
the sun is new!
Friday, December 31, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!!
welcome to the year 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this will definitely be a really good year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish
everyone will be really happy in this year!!!!!!!!!
hope everyone enjoy 2011...!
and also hope 4 for spm examination!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
welcome 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
welcome to the year 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this will definitely be a really good year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish
everyone will be really happy in this year!!!!!!!!!
hope everyone enjoy 2011...!
and also hope 4 for spm examination!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
welcome 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2010
wow..
2 more minutes..
and bye bye to all my moody moody
i know how much i am jealous when i see what i hate..
and that's just immature!
very immature!!!!!!!!
friends...
they can be good..
but you must start the initiative..
to be good to them first..
人很矛盾....
有的时候不会珍惜..
失去了才后悔...
2 more minutes..
and bye bye to all my moody moody
i know how much i am jealous when i see what i hate..
and that's just immature!
very immature!!!!!!!!
friends...
they can be good..
but you must start the initiative..
to be good to them first..
人很矛盾....
有的时候不会珍惜..
失去了才后悔...
2010
i don't know whether it's good or bad to have different friends...
but it do hurt sometimes..
how they can so easily forget about what we said one month ago..
sometimes i even doubt that he still know who am i..
and anyway..
nvm....keep the precious friendship that we once have..
and keep it in heart..
save it as memories...
to L
maybe someday later..you will find how beautiful and amazing..
although the friendship didn't last long..
it still...
precious..
i won't forget the way you help me..
getting through the obstacles...
that's nothing in your eyes..
since you are used to it...
the way you are not shy...
the way you talk with me...
the way you care about me..
to L..
i don't know what you really means to me...
friends??
but it hardly counts..
i don't know..
you talked to me face to face for just few minutes maybe..
and i appreciate you as my friends..
i don't think we can keep in contact often...
starting next year..
when school's reopen,everyone will get busy..
i will keep this friendship in my heart,always...
you don't have to know it,
you feel it...~
to X
you know what..
i seldom mix around so easily..
it's not like one day or two days and i get a best frends or what..
i need years..
but the way we know each other..
cold at the first day..
the second day..
we talk really politely..
polite conversation..
and the third day,i can't believe that we really hug each other..
laugh uncontrollably..
the things i enjoy most..
you give me warm..
and i like it..
'my wife'
i will always remember you
to L
you seem so quiet..
so distant..
make me don't even have the courage to talk with you..
and you know what..
we talk like old friends after 2 days..
and i know you truly treat me as your friends..
new friends..
welcome to my life..
and i will never forget what we have done together..~
^
to w..
we know for just 2 days..or one day..maybe
and you know what..
i seem like knowing you long time ago..
friends...
to L
you are so active..
and i am so shy..
anyway..
i appreciate your friendliness..
thx ..~
i don't know when is the time we meet again...
can we recognize each other..
or just walk by as strangers?
anyway..
i love you all...
and i appreciate the friendships we had shared together..
maybe the time we spend is even few hours or few days..
still
it doesn't really matter..
when all we need is
already in the heart...
distant makes us stranger?
that depends...~
friendship forever
but it do hurt sometimes..
how they can so easily forget about what we said one month ago..
sometimes i even doubt that he still know who am i..
and anyway..
nvm....keep the precious friendship that we once have..
and keep it in heart..
save it as memories...
to L
maybe someday later..you will find how beautiful and amazing..
although the friendship didn't last long..
it still...
precious..
i won't forget the way you help me..
getting through the obstacles...
that's nothing in your eyes..
since you are used to it...
the way you are not shy...
the way you talk with me...
the way you care about me..
to L..
i don't know what you really means to me...
friends??
but it hardly counts..
i don't know..
you talked to me face to face for just few minutes maybe..
and i appreciate you as my friends..
i don't think we can keep in contact often...
starting next year..
when school's reopen,everyone will get busy..
i will keep this friendship in my heart,always...
you don't have to know it,
you feel it...~
to X
you know what..
i seldom mix around so easily..
it's not like one day or two days and i get a best frends or what..
i need years..
but the way we know each other..
cold at the first day..
the second day..
we talk really politely..
polite conversation..
and the third day,i can't believe that we really hug each other..
laugh uncontrollably..
the things i enjoy most..
you give me warm..
and i like it..
'my wife'
i will always remember you
to L
you seem so quiet..
so distant..
make me don't even have the courage to talk with you..
and you know what..
we talk like old friends after 2 days..
and i know you truly treat me as your friends..
new friends..
welcome to my life..
and i will never forget what we have done together..~
^
to w..
we know for just 2 days..or one day..maybe
and you know what..
i seem like knowing you long time ago..
friends...
to L
you are so active..
and i am so shy..
anyway..
i appreciate your friendliness..
thx ..~
i don't know when is the time we meet again...
can we recognize each other..
or just walk by as strangers?
anyway..
i love you all...
and i appreciate the friendships we had shared together..
maybe the time we spend is even few hours or few days..
still
it doesn't really matter..
when all we need is
already in the heart...
distant makes us stranger?
that depends...~
friendship forever
2010
wow...half an hour more..
everyone is outing.
count down..
how lame am i sitting at home?
but this time..
i am willing to sit at home..
i prefer alone ...
to clear my mind..
and i don't know why..
sometimes...
i just let myself be the one to be left out..
and it's worst that this is what i want..
i love to be alone sometimes..
because..
this is the time i can be myself..
lazy..
dirty...
XD
everyone is outing.
count down..
how lame am i sitting at home?
but this time..
i am willing to sit at home..
i prefer alone ...
to clear my mind..
and i don't know why..
sometimes...
i just let myself be the one to be left out..
and it's worst that this is what i want..
i love to be alone sometimes..
because..
this is the time i can be myself..
lazy..
dirty...
XD
Thursday, December 30, 2010
2010
new lessons....in year 2010.....4 myself^
when you said you couldn't mix around with that group of friends..
you slowly realize that the reason is that..
you don't even like to be in their group..
and you will realize that..
you just need a little effort to mix around..
and the reason you are not
is that you don't think you will happy with them..
friends..
are important..
but when you want more and more...
feeling greedy..
you will lose all..
appreciate the friends around is much more important..~
love what you already had...
when your friends call you out...
make sure you reject it if you don't have the mood to mix around..
or you will become what they said as a wet blanket...
when your friends are engaging with their couples..
make sure you are not alone and have few friends..
or people keep saying you are a light bulb..
and no matter how much you try to convince yourself that you don't even care about what they said...
you care about it..
you are hurt..
i am hurt...though..
when you are in the negative moody moody..
don't try hard to mix around..
or you will end up crying alone in the toilet..
although that's nobody fault..
calm down yourself in whatever situation..
if you want a better solution..
don't be a dramatic queen...~
when you said you couldn't mix around with that group of friends..
you slowly realize that the reason is that..
you don't even like to be in their group..
and you will realize that..
you just need a little effort to mix around..
and the reason you are not
is that you don't think you will happy with them..
friends..
are important..
but when you want more and more...
feeling greedy..
you will lose all..
appreciate the friends around is much more important..~
love what you already had...
when your friends call you out...
make sure you reject it if you don't have the mood to mix around..
or you will become what they said as a wet blanket...
when your friends are engaging with their couples..
make sure you are not alone and have few friends..
or people keep saying you are a light bulb..
and no matter how much you try to convince yourself that you don't even care about what they said...
you care about it..
you are hurt..
i am hurt...though..
when you are in the negative moody moody..
don't try hard to mix around..
or you will end up crying alone in the toilet..
although that's nobody fault..
calm down yourself in whatever situation..
if you want a better solution..
don't be a dramatic queen...~
2010
start from this year,2010..
school...tuition...
that's the main life..right?as a student..
before entering this year..
i kept hearing from others that form 4 is a really tough year..
life will get busy..
stress will multiplied...
but after i myself gone through this year..
i got a different opinion from others..
because 4 me..
this is a honeymoon year..
less project..
less exam..
and now..
i am SCARED!really really scared..
because i know i take this year so careful..
too happy..
and next year...
i have to pay much more effort than this year.
i am sick of thinking about it..
anyway..
it's okay..
i will try my best..
maybe even overpush myself..
this year...
i kept hearing comments from friends..
saying i have little girl friends and always mix around with boys more..
and i am hurt..
really hurt..
but..
i think..
happy is enough for the reason..
so why should i care?
it's impossible to make the whole world same..
and next year...
i think no more VILLAGE MALL.....
no more!!!!!!
maybe just once or twice,XD...~
i really need to change myself to be a more discipline person next year..
to be more concentrate on studies..
at least this year i didn't on9 like before..
i learn to control myself..
and now
guess what..
i can survive without computer for 15days...
and i don't think computer is imporatant to me anymore..
live in the world of internet..
is far more from reality..
although it brings fun..
still...
we need to learn to survive in the real-life situation..
school...tuition...
that's the main life..right?as a student..
before entering this year..
i kept hearing from others that form 4 is a really tough year..
life will get busy..
stress will multiplied...
but after i myself gone through this year..
i got a different opinion from others..
because 4 me..
this is a honeymoon year..
less project..
less exam..
and now..
i am SCARED!really really scared..
because i know i take this year so careful..
too happy..
and next year...
i have to pay much more effort than this year.
i am sick of thinking about it..
anyway..
it's okay..
i will try my best..
maybe even overpush myself..
this year...
i kept hearing comments from friends..
saying i have little girl friends and always mix around with boys more..
and i am hurt..
really hurt..
but..
i think..
happy is enough for the reason..
so why should i care?
it's impossible to make the whole world same..
and next year...
i think no more VILLAGE MALL.....
no more!!!!!!
maybe just once or twice,XD...~
i really need to change myself to be a more discipline person next year..
to be more concentrate on studies..
at least this year i didn't on9 like before..
i learn to control myself..
and now
guess what..
i can survive without computer for 15days...
and i don't think computer is imporatant to me anymore..
live in the world of internet..
is far more from reality..
although it brings fun..
still...
we need to learn to survive in the real-life situation..
2010
wow...2010 is gonna end..
and 2011 is coming..~
what word is suitable to describe 2010..
i am not sure...
because fast is not enough...
it is extremely fast....
the day i came into this new class...
and think that this is so unfair since not everyone get change...
and then felt happy in this class...
and then think that i miss my previous class...
wao..
i don't know..
what a teenage girl is thinking,huh?
kinda weird...
and i admit it..
emotion is killing me sometimes...
but anyway...
at least now i know it's extremely normal ..
i am just being a teenager.....XD...
time is fast...
especially when we are busy coping with our lives..
we can't expect the world to revolve around us...
and i know...
that i don't like it when i felt left out..
when people don't think so and i am the one that think like this..
people think this as sensitive or whatever...
negative..
i am sensitive..
i sure couldn't deny it..
still..
this is me..
we are who we are,right..
and i have no right to change..
because
last time i try so hard to change myself
and i am lost..
i am not myself anymore..
god make me who i am,,
and i know that i should feel grateful..
to accept myself..
sensitive is not wrong..
we are who we are...
when i feel left out..
i was sad..
i even cried..
and although i knew how stupid am i,i just couldn't stop my tears from flowing out..
anyway..i know that i learn a lot of new lessons in this year...^~
friends....
i knew a lot of friends this year..
sure...
the new class...
from penang..
from kelantan,terengganu,johor..
some from camp..
and i am glad..
because there's so many people in this world..
and everyday in school life..
i realize how small is my world...
and that's important to me..
because...
everyone is different..
and no one can judge them by saying how wrong or right they are..
still
we are who we are...
love yourself..
that 's important
and 2011 is coming..~
what word is suitable to describe 2010..
i am not sure...
because fast is not enough...
it is extremely fast....
the day i came into this new class...
and think that this is so unfair since not everyone get change...
and then felt happy in this class...
and then think that i miss my previous class...
wao..
i don't know..
what a teenage girl is thinking,huh?
kinda weird...
and i admit it..
emotion is killing me sometimes...
but anyway...
at least now i know it's extremely normal ..
i am just being a teenager.....XD...
time is fast...
especially when we are busy coping with our lives..
we can't expect the world to revolve around us...
and i know...
that i don't like it when i felt left out..
when people don't think so and i am the one that think like this..
people think this as sensitive or whatever...
negative..
i am sensitive..
i sure couldn't deny it..
still..
this is me..
we are who we are,right..
and i have no right to change..
because
last time i try so hard to change myself
and i am lost..
i am not myself anymore..
god make me who i am,,
and i know that i should feel grateful..
to accept myself..
sensitive is not wrong..
we are who we are...
when i feel left out..
i was sad..
i even cried..
and although i knew how stupid am i,i just couldn't stop my tears from flowing out..
anyway..i know that i learn a lot of new lessons in this year...^~
friends....
i knew a lot of friends this year..
sure...
the new class...
from penang..
from kelantan,terengganu,johor..
some from camp..
and i am glad..
because there's so many people in this world..
and everyday in school life..
i realize how small is my world...
and that's important to me..
because...
everyone is different..
and no one can judge them by saying how wrong or right they are..
still
we are who we are...
love yourself..
that 's important
Monday, December 20, 2010
...
我只是想让你知道...
我不是每次都愿意主动的...
可是...
你却当成理所当然..
因为在你的世界里...
就是挤满了那么多人...
而我...
也早就懂了...
可是...
我还是做了原本就知道是错的选择~
我不是每次都愿意主动的...
可是...
你却当成理所当然..
因为在你的世界里...
就是挤满了那么多人...
而我...
也早就懂了...
可是...
我还是做了原本就知道是错的选择~
camp dec2010
just back from alor setar camp yesterday....
feel tired because of 3 sleepless nite..
before going is because too excited...
at there i can't sleep as i miss my own bed..
i don't know whether i am happy ..
but i am very sure i am really happy on the second day..
when everyone so busy preparing for the performance...
i am a really shy girl...so..
it's not easy for me to be proactive to greet people..
depends..
on who are the person..
some person seem easy to interact with..
but some not very...
讲座会的确很沉闷啦...
我不懂内容是什么....
和组员也很少讲话..
也许是睡不够的关系吧...
提不起劲....
可是这些的组员是我在参加过的升华营里最满意的了....
因为大家都很好笑吧....
可是不知道为什么那些男生看起来好成熟...
事实上却都不大...
想提醒自己
要勇敢的表达自己....
不要每次都因为害羞而不敢表达自己....
因为..
到后来才发现..
只要主动多一些...
勇敢地开口说话..
其实大家都能沟通的....
让回忆成为回忆吧....
因为...
明天醒来....太阳还是新的...^^~
feel tired because of 3 sleepless nite..
before going is because too excited...
at there i can't sleep as i miss my own bed..
i don't know whether i am happy ..
but i am very sure i am really happy on the second day..
when everyone so busy preparing for the performance...
i am a really shy girl...so..
it's not easy for me to be proactive to greet people..
depends..
on who are the person..
some person seem easy to interact with..
but some not very...
讲座会的确很沉闷啦...
我不懂内容是什么....
和组员也很少讲话..
也许是睡不够的关系吧...
提不起劲....
可是这些的组员是我在参加过的升华营里最满意的了....
因为大家都很好笑吧....
可是不知道为什么那些男生看起来好成熟...
事实上却都不大...
想提醒自己
要勇敢的表达自己....
不要每次都因为害羞而不敢表达自己....
因为..
到后来才发现..
只要主动多一些...
勇敢地开口说话..
其实大家都能沟通的....
让回忆成为回忆吧....
因为...
明天醒来....太阳还是新的...^^~
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