don't let me down

wah...
what a mix-bla-bla-bla mood!!!!!!!!!!!
whats!
i am happy~
but i am going to cry!!!!!!!!!!
what's this mood!
huh?!!!!!!!!!!
happy>?sad>?
i don't even know..~i hope i know better..
in this situation..
i don't make me hope much..
because i am scared of losing the kind of waiting mood!!!!!!!
please..
don't let me down..
or..
i won't ever ever forgive you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one day
i want to be your friends..
i want our time to be back..
back to a better future..
better friendship...
i want it..
can you understand ??~
huh?~
but one day
i saw you
and you are the one like i had never know before..
who are you???~
are we still FRIENDS?