blekz

i really don't have an way to express my emotion sometimes..
just have to pretend to be no emotion at all sometimes in school..
although i feel damn unhappy and damn it!
i really don't like that attitude..
who does she think she is..
athough she is very talented and i know
everyone will say she is a genius.
i think so..
she is really really brilliant..!
but what's that attitude..huh!/
when talking to her...she just answer what she want...
and ignore the other questions...
and you can be asking her the question this minute..
the next minute she say to other..
o,lets go..
wow!
so embarrassing..!
just like i am invisible..
why am i being so stupid want to talk with her..
and when i talk with others ...
she can be her in a second..
and ignore the conversations that are going..
just ask what she is..
i know she is a genius..
and her time is much more precious...!
but pls don't show this disrespect for me ...
PISS OFF!
anyway..
i feel grateful enough..
now..
i have been avoiding talking to her much..
anything i don't know..
i just ask other people than her.
even if i can't get the answer..i will avoid to ask her..
don ask her don ask her..
i keep reminding myself..
i am sorry to say that
I HATE HER SO MUCH SOMETIMES!